trash

You're throwing it away, you're wasting your life.

You're too young to know what decisions to make.
You're too stupid to know what opportunities to take.

You're just a teenager, too rebellious and wild to think.
You're on the brink of falling over the edge.
Don't take a step too far, be cautious,
right now you're on the ledge.

I'm just trying to help, so don't raise your voice.
It's not your choice anymore.
You must do as I say, you can't have it your way.

You don't know what you want.
You can't have what you hunt.

You can't have your own dreams, you have mine.

I couldn't live my life to the fullest,
so I'm going to make yours the dullest.

Don't waste your life or throw it away
because you're living it for me, my way.

already dead!!!

Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,living in pain..,

Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away...
The nightmare I live with,
each and every day

The meaning of it all,
to which my mind attends,
Has not one answer
that I fully comprehend...

The bottom of my mind
holds the answers which I call
I keep reaching towards it
in this never-ending fall...

"Stay strong and keep going,
it's never too late"...
No one seems to realize
that it's not worth the wait

There's no such thing
as help outside of your mind,
It's you against yourself,
with your demons intertwined

It's a battle,
hard fought,
but never to be won...
Either way you end up losing
when it's all said and done

"Too late" came and passed...
and, of me, nothing more
I wrote my own ending,
and I shut my own door...

"Live your life to its fullest"
that's what they all said,
But what's the point in trying
when you're already dead??

mom

You were my first word ever spoken,
The one who's always there,
To me your love is the ultimate token,
Next to you, other mother's don't compare.

The way you're always there for me,
No matter what I've done,
That five letter name
To me is the only one.

You pick me up when I fall,
While wanting nothing in return,
Always answer when I call,
Your love, I never had to earn.

You taught me right from wrong,
Showed me good from bad,
Loved me all along,
You're the best friend I've ever had.

For me, You've always came through,
I mean what more can I say,
Words can't describe how much I love you,
Thanks Mom, You've made me the man I am today